Life II

From my parents’ perspective, I’m always very careless and simple-minded. The reason is that when I go traveling with my fiends, I may forget to bring the home key. Or when I go to school, I may forget to bring my assignment. Thus, no matter what kind of decisions I make, they may be worried about me and never think I can have competence for doing those tasks. I dislike this kind of feeling. I guess that in their mind they may feel satisfied with my performance but they still tell me that you’re not good enough; I should give you a helping hand, and so on. Perhaps it represents their love. However, sometimes I take it very serious and ponder if I’m not entitled to complete it. Then, those worries may become one of the stumbling stones. In the past, I thought that my parents disliked me but other’s children who were born from other relative. I may distance myself from them. But, now I’m growing more mature and mature. I will perceive their saying from different angles. They just don’t know how to express their opinions and are not good at encouraging me