My growing experience – From past to now

Since I received education, I had wanted to decide my future by myself instead of my parents. Though sometimes my parents interrupted my issues, I still stuck to my principles and seldom compromised with my parents. It’s predictable that there were plenty of arguments between them and I. Even, the relations were deteriorated. However, with constant struggling, I learned how to communicate with my parents. But at the same time, I still can do whatever I yearned for. For instance, I used to get addicted to watching TV, such as soap opera. My parents considered it useless and unworthy. As a rebellious child, I can’t easily be persuaded by them. I still did what I wanted. Nevertheless, with their encouragement and patience, both of us reached the agreement. That is, as long as I completed my assignments, they said that I can do whatever I wanted in my free time. But one thing I need to bear in mind was to hold accountable for my behaviors. But since I grew up , I have found it difficult to make the decision. Sometimes I should consider every situation or everyone. In the end, the result is not what I expected. At that time, I don’t like to make the decision anymore. I feel regretful for my parents, simply because I wasn’t a filial child.